I live on the dark side of the moon.

Then I would load my cell full, call slowsunrise  and send messages to all of my friends in the Scouts, saying that I love them. I would ask the girl I'm in love with (who doesn't love me back) if I could get to kiss her, just once. I would do everything I could to send a letter to Oda-sensei and say that I love his work and that I hope he'll always be as awesome as he is.

Then I would try and call stini_c  too, for once get to hear her voice. And while I was on that, I would ask her to give my greatest love to vtm577 and Chrissy. I would send messages to one of my Leading Stars and ask her to tell the others' that they meant EVERYTHING for me in 8th grade, I would probably have cut myself if it hadn't been for them. I would tell a girl in my class that I think she acts like a complaining bitch and all the others that they for God's sake needs to stand up for themselves and say things to each others' faces instead.

Also, I would put up chapters which told what was planned to happen in all of my fanfictions!

And during all this time, I would want sweden_chan  and my parents next to me. Maybe even sweden_chan's parents, they've also meant a lot to me. I would send such great hugs I just could to my extra mother. I would...

I would cry. I would laugh. I would wish that it wasn't happening. I would wish it could just come. Since if I knew I were going to die today, then the wait would be much worse than the happening. But maybe that's not true either.

The worst... Would be leaving all the people I love behind. I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of hurting you guys I've listed!! I love you all. Please never forget that...