poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (I'm doing this for you...)
poet_at_heart ([personal profile] poet_at_heart) wrote2011-09-15 05:57 pm
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I just want to help others, since I shouldn't need help...

Me and my troubles have a love-hate relation... Yeah, I actually like my troubles, because without them I would probably be HORRIBLE, even worse than I am now, a really moaning and groaning bitch. But I still hate them 'cause they are, well, troubles. Though I hate some other things more than my troubles themselves:

1. My most trusted friends have it worse than me.

2. The people a little farther away doesn't understand.

3. Strangers doesn't care.

So what's the troubles? Well, they're so fucking small that I feel like a spoilled brat if I talk about them. Since what is a PMSing dad to parents getting a divorce? What is your own raging hormones to not having a chance to work in your own country to a good salary? How can knowing that your dad will have a hard time accepting it if you got a girlfriend be on the same level as a best friend loving you and then taking suicide?

Can someone please just glue my mouth closed so I'll shut up? Sure, everyone deserves a voice, but what I have to say is so small that it doesn't deserve being mentioned...

And how hypocritical am I on a scale for putting this in an open journal?

Re: Sending some love~

[identity profile] greensan.livejournal.com 2011-09-15 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Kan-chan, I'd rather hear of your troubles and help you than make you feel bad for me, I'm just fucked up like that.

We're like peas in a pod, apparently... ;////;'

Re: Sending some love~

[identity profile] chibikanakonyu.livejournal.com 2011-09-15 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
And that just made me sing: "hey, soul sister~"
xD