poet_at_heart | I just want to help others, since I shouldn't need help...

Me and my troubles have a love-hate relation... Yeah, I actually like my troubles, because without them I would probably be HORRIBLE, even worse than I am now, a really moaning and groaning bitch. But I still hate them 'cause they are, well, troubles. Though I hate some other things more than my troubles themselves:

1. My most trusted friends have it worse than me.

2. The people a little farther away doesn't understand.

3. Strangers doesn't care.

So what's the troubles? Well, they're so fucking small that I feel like a spoilled brat if I talk about them. Since what is a PMSing dad to parents getting a divorce? What is your own raging hormones to not having a chance to work in your own country to a good salary? How can knowing that your dad will have a hard time accepting it if you got a girlfriend be on the same level as a best friend loving you and then taking suicide?

Can someone please just glue my mouth closed so I'll shut up? Sure, everyone deserves a voice, but what I have to say is so small that it doesn't deserve being mentioned...

And how hypocritical am I on a scale for putting this in an open journal?

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Okay, I probably would huggle your mouth shut now. How I do that? Well, you'll see... xD

I just realized I have been kind of an ass earlier. You know, some weird people here in Hungary feel better if they hear about others' misfortunes. But that isn't really an excuse to be complaining about myself instead of trying to make you feel better...

So, sorry for that. *huggle, snuggle, nuzzle*

And damn hell yes you have a right to voice your troubles, since those things obviously want out! So please don't feel guilty about talking about them, especially not to us~ <3

Kan-chan, I'd rather hear of your troubles and help you than make you feel bad for me, I'm just fucked up like that.

We're like peas in a pod, apparently... ;////;'

And that just made me sing: "hey, soul sister~"
xD

Big or small; everyone needs to talk about their troubles at some point otherwise they will drive themselves insane. Don't feel guilty about it; its better to get it off your chest instead of letting it buildup, you could make yourself sick (I've done this to myself way too often).

So vent away dear. *sends hugs*

My dad now knows I'm bi but he wants grandchildren and for me to end up with a guy. He doesn't think homosexuals should be allowed children. He's PMSing and being an ass in one minute and Mr Nice Guy in the next. I want a boy/girlfriend but the guy who is the closest to becoming one is 3-4 hours and a lot of money away. My hormones fucks with my temper. Going to and from school costs a lot of money for me and we don't have much money at home.

+I feel like shit for complaining about this.

I'm sorry that your dad is like that. DX My dad is the same that he doesn't approve of non-hetero anything, but I told both him and my mom straight out that I am NOT interested in relationships or having children, that I enjoy my single life.

Screw what he wants, he should care about what YOU want.
Wish I could do more to help.

/snuggle <3333333

Edited 2011-09-16 09:07 (UTC)

If I choose to spend my life with a woman, I sure as hell will tell him that this is my life and my opinions. He can keep his own ones to himself if he doesn't like the way things is...

Totally! It's your choice, your happiness, YOUR LIFE.

*glomphugglenuzzle*

That is just wrong and I'm so sorry that you're going through that. I really wish more people were open minded. My own husband gets very flustered when our daughter (16) starts to talk about her sexuality. I keep reminding him that she is our child and that we should support her no matter what but he still gets upset. People can be very confusing and rigid in their thoughts and forget what their own actions/words can do to others. Men always tend to have a harder time for some reason (IMO at least).

Hormones suck and should be illegal. LOL

And don't feel like shit for complaining about this; like I said its better to get things off your chest than to let them sit and fester.

I agree on the men part, it's usually so from what I've experienced too. But I've also heard about this that a man has to prove that he is a man, whilst a woman can be both feminine and masculine now in our modern days. I guess they "have" to protect their pen- I mean, manliness. >.>

Oh, indeeeed!

Gah, I think I know it, but it still feels spoiled and dumb. >x<'

There has never been a truer statement. From my experience, men tend to freak out if their 'masculinity' is questioned in any way shape or form. Example; my husband actually left the room during an episode of True Blood when two male characters began having 'sex' stating I can't watch two guys like that. I commented 'well if it was two girls you'd be watching so what's the difference?' He stated 'Of course there's a difference'. No elaboration just that and then he got offended when I asked him to explain the difference. *shrugs*

Things will work out, hopefully sooner rather than later.

That double standard is jsut making me sick, though it also makes me laugh a little, since the two sexes seems to attracted to two of the opposite getting it on. And here's where I read about the masculine vs feminine in men/women!

http://humon.deviantart.com/journal/44103721/

Yes, hopefully...

OMG that rant was awesome!!! I showed my daughter and she loves it. We're always talking about this double standard bull shit; but that rant hit it dead on.

I recommend Humon, she got the best arguments and a very clear view on many a thing. =3

I'll have to watch her.

I just want to help others, since I shouldn't need help...

Sending some love~

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