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[poet_at_heart]

Oh my fucking God, how much did I need slowsunrise now? I needed her like air under water, dudes, so seeing her online made my previously very shitty evening light up like a fucking lighthouse.

I hate annual meetings, especially when I am not respected due to my age and my need to entertain my hands so I won't talk. I especially hate it when I'm told to be quiet when I'm not the only one talking/reacting. Don't tell me it's a democracy when I'm ignored, please.

So now, if you excuse me, I'll lock myself up in my room and listen to 'Born this way' and 'Perfect to me' while talking to my Lion-tan. Have this meme in the mean time:

Day 1: Pride. Seven great things about yourself.

1. I have a voice and I am not afraid to use it.
2. I can write poems and stories with a feeling in them.
3. I have a heart which I feel with and I care about others.
4. I do my best in giving others respect.
5. I am very aware that I am not perfect.
Edit: 6. I can make beautiful bouquets and arrangements, and I do very good in school overall.
7. I am me:  

Day 1: Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
Day 2: Envy. Seven things you lack & covet.
Day 3: Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Day 4: Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Day 5: Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Day 6: Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
Day 7: Lust. Seven love secrets.

Btw, is there anything with me I should change?

Comments

[dragon5174.livejournal.com]

There really is nothing worse than to be ignored because of age. Definitely don't let others try to smother you or your ideas/thoughts. I'm glad slowsunrise made your day.

[greensan.livejournal.com]

Especially when they give you a mission too, but still don't respect you...

And I try to speak up, thank you so much for caring. How is your life nowadays by the way, has things calmed down for you?

[dragon5174.livejournal.com]

Oh your welcome, I think speaking one's mind is a valuable asset to have.

Yes it has thanks. Its still strange sometimes but we're handling it better and focusing on positive things.

[greensan.livejournal.com]

It's one of the things I'm proud of~

I've sent you a thought now and then, so glad it seems to work out ^^

[amelia-seyroon.livejournal.com]

What change? Just be yourself!

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[greensan.livejournal.com]

God, I love comments like this when I feel like shit. Thank you so, so much X3

(And so you won't start dislike me for over-reacting, I am much better now than I was some years/months ago, so I am improving!)