I will...

I have fallen for you.
But now I will let go of you,

and fall down even harder to the concrete bellow.
All for letting you be with the one you want.

And then,
I know that you will lend me a hand to pull me up again.
I will stand after this pain,
live through it and try to smile as you kiss him.
Even if the tears surely will spill over.

But...
Best friends forever,
that doesn't sound too bad either!
As long as I know you smile,
that long I will let you be.

If he hurts you
I will castrate him before I slowly strangle him.
But only if you get to feel this pain.
Right now,
I will just lie here until I can stand again.