poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (chilling Pantherlily)
A'just made me a new userpic out of a chilling Pantherlily!

Also, you guys rock.
poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (ice cream love)

Ahoy! I've been thinking through some of my more "odd" influences, and I just want to check and see how many of my pals knows/likes them. :3

§ Elfquest

§ Bikermice from Mars

§ Beyblade

§ Transformers: Armada

§ Nordman

§ Kamikaze Kaito Jeanne

§ Earth's Children

§ Looney Tunes

§ Greece mythology

I know, some might not be really odd, but it's one helluva mix as far as I can see... XD

BUT, this is what I can remember that has influenced me a lot. Elfquest was my first area for OCs and RP, KKJ my first manga and Earth's Children my first novel. Armada is the reason for my love for transforming robots and do I love motorbikes... *w* Nordman has awesome music and Looney Tunes too. Beyblade and Greece mythology is just plain awesome, 'nuff said.

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And many asked how I was and what happened, I decided to make an explanation here of what I've been up to this summer/fall.

I'm also sorry for spamming your Friends List with this, but I just needed to write it off. >.<' )
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Your result for The Golden Compass Daemon Test...

The Honest Soul.

You are a talkative, open kind of person. You wear your heart on your sleeve, and you trust people not to break it. In a way, you are as honest and trusting as a child. You are comfortable with who you are and have a strong sense of self, but you are also a little sensitive. Hurtful remarks, especially from people whose opinion you value, have the power to wound you terribly.

You tend to be open about your thoughts and opinions, and you find it difficult to hide your emotions from people. You like to share your thoughts, opinions, and emotions with people, and to hear theirs in return. When someone disagrees with you or offends you, you will take them up on it, whether they are friends or strangers. You don't mind a friendly debate, but become upset when things get hostile. You wish that people wouldn't take everything so personally, but simply think calmly about things.

You have a close knit group of friends and family for whom you would sacrifice almost anything. You don't like big parties full of strangers - you would rather spend your time with the people whom you really care about. You need a private spot where you can retreat when the world gets to be too much, but you want to be able to emerge from your "den" and find your loved ones there to heap love and affection upon you.

Your daemon would represent your loving, open nature, and he or she would probably spend a lot of time encouraging you to be independent and to do the right thing.

Suggested forms: Dog, Otter, Marmoset, Saw-Whet Owl, Songbird, Chinchilla. 

Take The Golden Compass Daemon Test at HelloQuizzy

Well, dang, this feels like it fits.. ^///^'
poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (I'm doing this for you...)
I guess there must be something wrong with my body/looks then, since everyone keeps telling me I'm such a nice, funny and loveable person.

Please excuse me, just pondering on why it seems like I can't find someone to connect with on a romantic level. Right now I'm in that deep valley where you wonder if anyone will ever put a 'girl' before the 'friend' when talking about you. The place where you think that you'll never find someone because it didn't work out this time either.

And I better kick my ass and get out of it soon, since I'm tired of crying. And I have good friends who're here for me. I should be satisfied with that, since it's more than I've ever had. Somewhere out there it's someone waiting for me, someone who'll kiss my tears away instead of just drying them. Someone who'll love to hold me, and tell me that in a sweet whisper. Someone who'll stomach all these complains I'm spewing out.

Sorry, I'll try and go to sleep now. I just want to move on...

(In case you're wondering, then it's just that I'm just pretty sure now that the guy I'm interested in isn't interested back. And it's not that good for my self-love.)
poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (the music in me)
... And I've realized that I want to be buried/burned in the autumn. To have an autumn funeral would be really nice, actually, since it is the time when the earth goes to rest.

This is also why I just changed my LJ-layout, since I don't feel like dying just yet. =P
poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (I'm doing this for you...)
Me and my troubles have a love-hate relation... Yeah, I actually like my troubles, because without them I would probably be HORRIBLE, even worse than I am now, a really moaning and groaning bitch. But I still hate them 'cause they are, well, troubles. Though I hate some other things more than my troubles themselves:

1. My most trusted friends have it worse than me.

2. The people a little farther away doesn't understand.

3. Strangers doesn't care.

So what's the troubles? Well, they're so fucking small that I feel like a spoilled brat if I talk about them. Since what is a PMSing dad to parents getting a divorce? What is your own raging hormones to not having a chance to work in your own country to a good salary? How can knowing that your dad will have a hard time accepting it if you got a girlfriend be on the same level as a best friend loving you and then taking suicide?

Can someone please just glue my mouth closed so I'll shut up? Sure, everyone deserves a voice, but what I have to say is so small that it doesn't deserve being mentioned...

And how hypocritical am I on a scale for putting this in an open journal?
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When I read everyone else's 'Tarot Card', I feel that I failed with mine since it doesn't fit as well... *headwall*

Also, I'll fix the last of the music meme. Some other day. I have a headache now and start school tommorrow, so I just want to RP and try and relax. -.-'
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You are The High Priestess

Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.

The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.

What Tarot Card are You?

Take the Test to Find Out.

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 Now, I'm off for two weeks, see you later~
poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (I'm doing this for you...)
Let me tell you a little story that took place about two and a half year ago, during my first year in High School, in the computer class. Those leesongs were very relaxed for me, since I already knew what the teacher were teaching or learnt it very quickly. I by default ended those classes with reading the latest manga...

One of those classes, by cellphone suddenly started ringing and the teacher got irritated, of course, but I answered it. It was my dad. Who told me that my mom was at the hospital, but it wasn't life threatening. She just had cyst about 10 cm wide on her ovarian. Just.

(Anyhow, that's the reason to why I always carry my cellphone with me on vibration. If only the damn thing could vibrate a little more when I get a text.)

Now, why do I tell this? 'Cause my mom isn't in the best of shapes again, and I'm going away to the other end of the country for two weeks with little chance of getting home in case something happens. And couple that with what recently happened in Norway and that the Camp I'm going to is the biggest in the world...

It's only natural for me to be worried, right? Especially when I don't even know what I'll be doing as an IST and I only know two others there.


Day 72: A song from a soap star turned singer, you'd think no-one else will post. (Don't cheat by scrolling through previous posts).

A song from a what?

The other 28 days~ )
poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (I'm doing this for you...)
Okay... So, I've been about to ask this a couple of times, but never gotten to it. But since it's the reason to one of the resent fights between me and one of the persons I love more than I should, going by the fact that I've never met her... I just have to get it of my chest:


And, for God's sake, don't comment with why you don't like her. That's not what I want to know. What I want to know is if I'm the only one in my circle of friends who likes this copycat and slut. I feel like the black sheep here. And just for the record: I don't know a lot about Madonna or David Bowie, I don't think too much about what Lady Gaga wears and I just happen to like most of her popular music.

I know it's superficial, commercial and all that shit. But I just happen to find it catchy and sometimes 'Born this way' is what gives me strength to walk when I want to topple over. And every time someone tells me that they dislike her, my bad self-esteem makes it into a fucking slap across my face. So I'm the one at fault for over-reacting. Because for some fucking reason, the opinion of people here on the internet matters more to me than the ones in RL.

Why? Because you are guys I've been fully capable of choosing myself to spend time with. Not classmates or scouts I've been put together with, but people I feel that I have a connection with through simple, written words. So your opinions matters big time to me, since that's just how weak I am.
And please, I'm not fishing for any damn sympathy here, I'm just trying to explain my behavior. Nothing more than that, and a question about just how "unique" I am to like Lady Gaga.
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It's quite interesting... I don't think anyone will think that I'm an educated florist, that my favorite buildings in town is the library, museum and church and that I have huge interest in comics and Asia. At least not when I walk through town dressed in a black biker jacket, brown/green cargo pants and my regular cap...

Seriously, the only give away for anything with popular culture is my pink umbrella. Otherwise, I have no damn idea what to say, I can't find any relation between my looks and my interests. Writing, reading and poetry maybe, but just maybe.

If you'd see me at town, would you believe it was me as you know me?

Day 33: A really short song.

I always think this song is so damn short... Though, I really love it~

The other 67 days~ )
poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (my fandom has a lot of libido)

So, greensan, your LiveJournal reveals…

You are… 14% unique (blame, for example, your interest in we were like brothers), 12% peculiar, 33% interesting, 14% normal and 26% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy yaoi). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are wary of trusting strangers. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is conventional.

Your overall weirdness is: 33

(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 71% of other LJers.)

Find out what your weirdness level is!

Well... After some updates on my interests, this is what came up. Guess I should have mentioned my obsession with mine and [livejournal.com profile] sweden_chan's Original Universe and the characters there, ehe ^^'

And now on to the 100 days meme...

Day 26: A good 60's song.

60's!?!?! O________O''

Wait, this is 60's music!? Then I love the 60's a bit too~XD

The other 76 days~ )
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Well, dudes and dudettes... Apparently it's my birthday today Ô__o

Why yes, the reindeer is turning 19, and it doesn't feel that horrible like it did when I turned 18 -w- Instead, I'm running around lika a chicken without a head over graduating in 10 days 8D

Seriously, I've been so busy getting that fact into my head that I just remembered yesterday that it was my birthday today > >'

*feels very ego going on about this* Uhm... >////<

UppCon might be a possibility, in case I get a work there, since the payment fucked up for [livejournal.com profile] sweden_chan who was the one in charge of our hotell tickets and her own ticket. They disappeared into thin air. Poff. But if we can work in the sleeping halls, then everything is fixed~ Sleeping quarters and free entry to the convention 8D

I might as well continue to blabber on, eh? It's about something I've been thinking about writing here for quite some time, after reading other persons opinions on the uke-seme relation. I think the most who reads this journal knows that I'm bi (I wish I had some girl to have something on with too, instead of just guys! TT^TT) and I'm with everyone who says that's there's no Man or Woman in a homosexual relationship. Heck, I don't even think you can apply the traditional roles to straight couples all the time >__>'

Which brings me to fanfiction (My mind works like this, deal with it XD) and what I think about how characters are portrayed and what roles they are put in. And all I can say is, in my fics, you'll probably never see Sanji top Zoro. But wait, didn't I just say that there's no Man or Woman in a homosexual relationship?

Yes, yes I did. It's just that I have a hard time writing something that doesn't, to be honest, turn me on. I prefer Zoro topping (as seme), him as an uke is just boring for me to read. Not even[info]stark_black could make me enjoy uke!Zoro! And if she can't, then no one can...

So, just assume that he's topping in the sex I don't write down, 'kay? This applies to other couples I ship, like SmoAce, AceLu and hell-knows-what, anyone can top! I just have preferences and don't like to read/write some characters as ukes/semes, that does not mean that I'm against them to also have a dominant role in the relation.

Zoro may like being a uke, but I'll only give him the pleasure of being a seme, he'll just have to deal with it (=w=)b Like all other people.

And I think this was one of my longest posts ever! Thank you Amelia for the present! It was wonderful, really not something I expected but something I really appreciated~
poet_at_heart: Comes from dA. (takeshi hiwatari's fedora)
Characters Used: Arashi (original version), Sabiel, Tsuno, Celine and Takeshi.

Let's see what they say~ )

And since I'm so creative, I tag everyone who hasn't done it already~
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Behind a cut, since the fucker is too long XD )
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❤ for a fact about my love life
♬ for an artist or a song that I like
▲ for a fact about my appearance
☪ for a fact about me
☮ and I'll tell you one of my beliefs

Also, if you can guess the right answer to my riddle, I'll re-write any Disney scene you want (that I know of) with OP-characters 8D

Da riddle: Who is the child of the sun?

And just to you know, I'm happy with my Lion-tan here~
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 FFHKJDGHLDGHL!! *re-uses what she used to show [livejournal.com profile] sweden_chan how to make letter big and colorful since it works to express her feelings*

[info]slowsunrise! Me wants ;o; So maybe me should put more work into school and not RPG so me can glomp and nuzzle and fool around with Lion-tan as much as me wants... Damn you RPG-drug! I wanna do the club-scene~! TTwTT

Yeah I'm tired, why do you ask? 8D


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December 2011



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